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Tuesday, December 7, 2010

I Taught You How...

Now that I think about it I can't be mad at you,
because I'm the one who taught you how to do me the way you do!

I look back on those days when I slacked off & dropped my guard,
I taught you how to do the same which for you wasn't very hard!

It was me who taught you how to keep messing over me in this jungle safari,
since I always let you back in time & time again after your millionth "I'm sorry"!

If I want God to forgive me, then I MUST forgive you,
but I don't want you to get off that easy & that's the honest to God's truth!

Between your hurtful past, troubled present & blank future, so much is hurting you, 
All I ever tried to do is help, but seem like you want me to hurt too!

I won't let you drag me down, Grace & Mercy is applied,
I lay you at the feet of Jesus, for reasons like this He Died!

Lord knows I know life & death are in the power of our words,
But, things that you have said to me are words I've NEVER heard!

Maybe I'm reaping what I've sown from past verbal fights,
consequences don't go unpaid once they are exposed by God's Light!

If I knew I had inner demons to conquer, I would NOT purposely involve myself with you,
I'd rather walk away, get the help I need & try again once I'm improved & new!

I owe you nothing, stop acting as if my love for God excuses you from all,
Do you have any idea how the impact your negativity has made  me fall?

But, I taught you how to treat me by accepting mediocre behavior,
when the God I serve says strive for perfection until the day of my risen Savior!

I taught you how to treat me without commanding the respect I'm due,
I used words only, but now my actions say "I'M THROUGH"!

I forgive you because I have to & I forgive myself too,
But, I pray YOU never forget, don't get it twisted, yeah, I said YOU!

I taught you how to treat me, now I'm putting you back in school,
Don't think this will come easy, RESPECT & LOVE are my #1 rules!

Get yourself together first, then bring it to the table,
Everything will work out for my good, I KNOW my God is able!

I taught you how to treat me, but I'm unlike any other girl...
God, helped me collect my pieces from all around this world!





SALVATION... Please Don't Leave Earth Without It!