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Thursday, November 3, 2011

I apologize!

What have I done? Look at the mess I've made. I almost just forfeited the game! I can not possibly lose now. I've come too far!
Denial is dangerous!
If I admit what I feel to the whole wide world, without admitting it to myself first, it's still denial!
How many times do I need to pray & get confirmation after confirmation? What else needs to happen to make me see?
It's just a little bit of fear mixed with a lot of imagination! Stop looking at people for what you want them to be & accept them for who they are!
Pray with them, believe God on their behalf, encourage them, shower them with unconditional love!
Give back to them what they've poured all over you!
I was blind by my own over thinking before! But now I see clearly! God I surrender my all to You! Have Your way with me!
I apologize! Please forgive me! I can see now! Man, that was a close call! I almost ruined a great plan. Getting out of God's way now! He already knows & I am so glad that He does!
I apologize!


SALVATION... Please Don't Leave Earth Without It!

Sunday, October 2, 2011

PUTTING MYSELF ON BLAST (Again)!

(Hi everyone! I'm putting myself on blast, because I am led to testify as well as expose the enemy! I have seen it in my life many times, when I am transparent, I get more & more FREE! The enemy can not hold it over my head anymore! Let me tell you about some of it!
I've had a lot happen since my last post! I am doing a self examination & you wouldn't believe the stuff I've found out! I have NOT been living up to my full potential! I'm not where I used to be, but I'm not where I ought to be either! GOD WANTS TO WARP SPEED ME WHERE I SHOULD BE IF I QUIT WILLFULLY FALLING!!! I don't want to just go thru the motions anymore! I know I'm destined for greatness for God's glory! People need to see God's miracles, signs & wonders in today's times! God has helped me tremendously! I just want to live a life pleasing to Him at all times! I want Him to be glorified in every area of my life! I won't be perfect here on Earth, but I will strive for perfection til the day of Jesus Christ! How about you? God is teaching me how to live a healthy, Christian, balanced life!

You know what fam, during my soul searching, God pricked my heart about lust, when we ignore lust it will pervert itself & manifest in many ways! You'll find yourself a slave to it doing things you said you'd never do! Ask me how I know!!! (shaking my head at myself) I thought I was celibate, but I later learned that I was not "fully" celibate! So I took what I learned & started ALL OVER...I got rid of a few 'things' & prayed to God for help! I struggled! I don't have cable, but had to call my cell phone company & internet service provider to block certain abilities so I would not fall for the okedoke & 1 of my sisters who I confided in & who had been there, done that & she suggested some things. So, I wash my hands in cold water & anointed them with oil & STRETCHED MY HANDS IN SURRENDER TO GOD & I CRIED OUT TO GOD DECREEING & DECLARING THAT MY HANDS ARE MADE TO WORSHIP YOU LORD OF MY LIFE! I knew I still needed accountability, so I let Facebook & Twitter help me, since I was on it everyday anyway! My goals were realistic, doable, I learned in psych class that it takes 7 days to form a habit, but 21 days to break a habit! I set out to do 21 days of posting! I did not entertain men during this time & temptations were getting stronger! Really great, handsome men were coming out of the woodwork! But, know the enemy comes to kill, steal & destroy...he was trying to distract me & tempt me to self medicate, if you will. But, I pressed forward! (no pun intended-lol) I DID NOT WANT TO FAIL GOD NOR MYSELF! I DID NOT WANT MY SECRET WILLFUL SINS TO CRUCIFY MY JESUS AGAIN & AGAIN! I'd rather expose the enemy & be free from my own lusts! So, everyday I posted, Day 1-35...I could not stop after 21, it felt good (I owed God extra days) & each day, I typed how I was feeling-good, bad & the ugly, but always ended with something positive & to God be all the glory, I was able to do that in 140 characters or less via Twitter! IT WAS A MIRACLE! LOL...didn't know I could get my point across in so few words!!! LOL ~God showed me that I am stronger than I think & I CAN resist the enemy & he MUST flee whenever I do resist! I'm so Grateful!!!

I even began physical therapy for a knee injury, but the workouts has really help me not to be sedentary...we were not designed to just lie down & let life pass us by! I knew my body was deficient certain nutrients & vitamins so I went back to my Energizer shakes & plenty of water everyday...MY BODY THANKED ME! I felt so much more balanced & my energy shot thru the roof! So what the enemy meant for bad, God worked out for my good! So, to you I say, GET UP! GET OUT! MOVE AROUND! DANCE! DO SOMETHING!!! ;-)


I also noticed that my hobbies were seeming to be more than just something I enjoy doing...I am passionate about sharing Christ with others, I'm an official 100% bonafide (((HUGGER))), writing, singing, dancing, acting, modeling & photography & I always photo journal! A former co-worker gave me a Nikon D70 shell & said I could take it to the shop & buy a lens. He said he noticed how I always capture nature & certain moments with my cell phone camera. I let that camera sit for 2 years on my top shelf where I could see it everyday. I was so cluttered in my mind that I could not even see the blessing in that! GOD IS SO GOOD TO LET ME SEE MORE CLEARLY NOW! I am in prayer asking God what He'd like me to do with all of what I call gifts & talents He's blessed me with! I want Him to be glorified in these as well! So, I called a few schools, went to the library & got all types of digital photography books  & when I was not studying God's Word, I studied to hone my skills from the gifts God gave me. I sat & talked with a professional photographer for hours & learned about his equipment & asked if I could shadow him sometime & he said yes! He poured some golden nuggets into me, I pray God bless him for that!



My process had begun & then God allowed me to have many encounters with Him! I was hoarding "stuff" from my past...suppressed "stuff" as well as actual things cluttering my home, causing my mind to be cluttered. I BEGAN A JOURNEY OF GETTING RID OF THE OLD, TO MAKE ROOM FOR THE NEW...in every area of my life! Note to self: CLEAN UP! DON'T PROCRASTINATE LASHONDA, YOU'RE HOLDING YOUR OWN SELF BACK! STOP BEING LAZY! BE AN EXAMPLE FOR YOUR KIDS! DO NOT SAVE FACE! HUGE BREAKTHROUGHS ARE ON THE OTHERSIDE OF YOU GETTING YOUR HOUSE IN ORDER! PAY YOUR BILLS ON TIME! STOP BEING RAGGEDY! SHOW GOD HE CAN TRUST YOU! I thank God for the ministry I am connected to! I get the unadulterated Word of God in all TRUTH! I get constant confirmations there! So its hard to slack off, especially when i was convicted, not condemned, but convicted to not just lean on the microwave verses on all the social network sites & my cell phone...I mean, its gr8 to get it in daily, but I know how to study His Word to show myself approved, a workman that need not be ashamed & I SO MISSED THE TURNING OF THE THIN, CRISP PAGES & HIGHLIGHTING & UNDERLINING & USING MANY VERSIONS OF THE BIBLE TO GET EVEN BETTER UNDERSTANDING! I LOVE GOD FOR REMINDING ME OF THIS THRU MY PASTOR!
You all get to hold me accountable! I must check in periodically, giving an update of how I am doing! I even created a YouTube video about it, you should subscribe here as well as the video! When I began cleaning my bedroom that I had not slept in comfortably since my divorce, God confirmed that this thing was spiritual, not natural & with constant appearances of the numbers 1234, God was telling me to get it in ORDER! So I prayed, anointed my hands & bedroom with blessed oil & I began! I sat & looked at things, cried, released & donated some things to a worthy organization & I'm still not done, but thank God I started!!! Guess what, God even allowed me to be able to afford our women's church retreat & God confirmed EVERYTHING that I was doing already plus revealed Himself to me in a new way, just like I needed Him to do! I've been on this Christian journey 30 years & I won't turn back, however, I never want to get stale & redundant...just existing without plan or purpose! I begged Him to let me see Him in a new way! HE IS SO FAITHFUL & EVERYTHING WE NEED!!!
Begin your own journey today & give me feedback on how you're coming along...that would encourage me! We will not let life's busy work or laziness nor spiritual ruts keep us from moving forward & getting all that God has for us to get! I DECREE & DECLARE THAT WE SHALL BE HEALED~WHOLE~DELIVERED & FREE IN EVERY AREA OF OUR LIVES...SPIRITUALLY, MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY, PHYSICALLY & FINANCIALLY!!! In Jesus' Precious Name, thank God~Amen! And IT IS SO!!! :-)
Thank you for your time.


Until next time...
Kingdom Blessings to you & yours :-)



SALVATION... Please Don't Leave Earth Without It!

I'm Content!

I'm done making a mess of men, tired of getting to know new ones all over again.
Every time I befriend a guy, I wind up asking myself "why?"
I know I'm not perfect to say the least, but can't men & women start with friends only?


Either he falls head over heels like books jumpin' off a shelf OR he can't keep his hands to himself.
I finally learned what ever state I'm in, there with to be content. I prayed asking God what true love is & He led me to the 13 ch. of 1st Corinthians!

I'm willing to go through my process, in You is where my heart can rest.
Besides, my heart can't take much more, of wrong men knocking at it's door.
Guarding my heart as well as my mind, I'm not even looking~it's He who finds!

Now all of my time at church I can give, get out the house~laugh, love & live.
Being happy & enjoying life, so when my King comes he'll recognize his wife.
Processed, without my past hurting me, I'm Healed~Whole~Delivered & FREE! 

Shield & cover me Oh God, let my heart in You abide.
I will keep it hidden in Thee so my beloved must seek YOU to find me.
Help me to never settle for less, I only want~4 me~God's best!

\0/ Thank You Jesus! \0/


SALVATION... Please Don't Leave Earth Without It!

Sunday, April 3, 2011

I APOLOGIZE!

Lord, You have taught me right from wrong, but my temptations sometimes are oh so strong!
I don't want to sin against Thee, please don't take Your Holy Spirit from me!
When I rise & when I sleep, it is You on my mind as I smile & as I weep!
I love You with my whole heart, You've been there right from the start!

I apologize for my sins, please forgive me again & again!
You convict & not condemn, You're nothing like all of them!
Please help me to forgive myself so I can be in good spiritual health!
I receive Your Mercy & Your Grace, YOU ALWAYS PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE! :)

Thank You Lord! I'd be a hot mess without you! You make me look good as I represent You!  I love You with my entire being!!!



SALVATION... Please Don't Leave Earth Without It!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

I Taught You How...

Now that I think about it I can't be mad at you,
because I'm the one who taught you how to do me the way you do!

I look back on those days when I slacked off & dropped my guard,
I taught you how to do the same which for you wasn't very hard!

It was me who taught you how to keep messing over me in this jungle safari,
since I always let you back in time & time again after your millionth "I'm sorry"!

If I want God to forgive me, then I MUST forgive you,
but I don't want you to get off that easy & that's the honest to God's truth!

Between your hurtful past, troubled present & blank future, so much is hurting you, 
All I ever tried to do is help, but seem like you want me to hurt too!

I won't let you drag me down, Grace & Mercy is applied,
I lay you at the feet of Jesus, for reasons like this He Died!

Lord knows I know life & death are in the power of our words,
But, things that you have said to me are words I've NEVER heard!

Maybe I'm reaping what I've sown from past verbal fights,
consequences don't go unpaid once they are exposed by God's Light!

If I knew I had inner demons to conquer, I would NOT purposely involve myself with you,
I'd rather walk away, get the help I need & try again once I'm improved & new!

I owe you nothing, stop acting as if my love for God excuses you from all,
Do you have any idea how the impact your negativity has made  me fall?

But, I taught you how to treat me by accepting mediocre behavior,
when the God I serve says strive for perfection until the day of my risen Savior!

I taught you how to treat me without commanding the respect I'm due,
I used words only, but now my actions say "I'M THROUGH"!

I forgive you because I have to & I forgive myself too,
But, I pray YOU never forget, don't get it twisted, yeah, I said YOU!

I taught you how to treat me, now I'm putting you back in school,
Don't think this will come easy, RESPECT & LOVE are my #1 rules!

Get yourself together first, then bring it to the table,
Everything will work out for my good, I KNOW my God is able!

I taught you how to treat me, but I'm unlike any other girl...
God, helped me collect my pieces from all around this world!





SALVATION... Please Don't Leave Earth Without It!

Sunday, November 28, 2010

VALIDATION

 
My oldest son bought a cell w/his b-day money & he is with his dad this weekend. He text me, while I was driving from far away coming from a call back audition that lasted 10 minutes, if that! I was not feeling all that great about my performance & his text said "Hi just wanted to say I love you!" Little did he know I was feeling mighty low cuz I believe I cud have done better, I thanked him & told him that it was perfect timing & felt like a (BIG HUG)! He asked what was wrong & I told him, he said, "GOD DIDN"T BRING U THIS FAR 2 LEAVE U!" *tears* sniff, sniff THANK U GOD 4 COMPASSIONATE, THOUGHTFUL & LOVING CHILDREN! I LOVE U!
All the years of love, support, compassion & giving my children all of me is paying off in more ways than one! It’s like I'm reaping what I've sown! My oldest daughter kept me focused the night b4 auditions...she bid me God Speed & prayed 4 my attention span 2 last long & 4 me not 2 be sleepy or distracted! That morning she read along silently & listened to me do my final run thru & she said I had it word for word & she applauded! She literally clapped & smiled! Her face said she was impressed & proud! She asked, “you stayed up all night ma?” She was at the library performing while I was at my audition, we were texting each other encouragement!  I wanted to text her that I BOMBED, but I told her I was nervous, had to start over, but did it for the most part. But, my spirit got low & I felt defeated even though I did very well for learning the monologue in one day! I did not feel as confident as at home, because people who had gone to school for acting was also auditioning & the director herself was in there so the pressure was thick! My daughter text me after the audition, “Aw, I hope everything works out cuz U deserve it”! These kids got my eyes so full of tears! :) WHAT A BLESSING! THANK YOU LORD! She said, I forgot a line to my new piece I wrote, but I kept going & everyone was so supportive & encouraging saying she did great & her words were great & that there is no way they would have been able to keep going! She even got a card from one of the listeners who offered to help in any way or to be a mentor! We looked at each other & said “WE KEPT GOING”! GOD U ARE SO AMAZINGLY WONDERFUL! WE WENT SKATING WITH OUR BRAND NEW SKATES THAT I BOUGHT FOR LITTLE OR NOTHING THE DAY BEFORE! IT WAS A PERFECT DAY WITH HER! It was weird not driving her & being at the library to watch her perform an original piece, but she encouraged me to go to my call back & I felt torn, but it’s time to do some things for me now that they are older. My sacrifices of putting me on the back burner until they got older are paying off!
Well, I can't tell about 1 or 2 & not the others, lol! My youngest daughter has been cheering me on since I began pursuing my dream! She text me "YOU WERE CUT OUT FOR THIS MA, YOU'RE GOOD AT IT, ITS WHAT YOU DO ON A DAILY BASIS! I AM SO PROUD OF YOU! JUST WANTED TO GIVE BACK TO U ALL THAT U GIVE TO ME, I LOVE YOU" I was bubbling over inside! WOW! **tears** She hugs me all the time & thanks me for believing in her & for loving her & for listening to her & for taking care of her…WOW, you never know how someone is watching everything you do & say & how you are affecting or impacting their lives! She plays basketball & I usually never miss a game, but since I have been pursuing my dreams, I have had to miss a few, I know she misses her #1 fan, but she supports me just like I support her! She says she understands & that its ok! TO GOD BE ALL THE GLORY!
My baby boy is not a baby anymore! He doesn't have a phone to text, yet, but he always hugs me at the most perfect times! I don't know if he needs it or if he knows that I need it, either way, God knows & HIS timing is perfect! Zeke prays for me out loud, all the time, about everything (just like I do for them) & I see his eyes & his face...he is so sincere & he truly expects & believes that God can & God will do just what he is asking, (just like me), gotta have that pure motive, childlike faith! I cherish all of these moments! We all talk individually & together & it’s never a dull moment! We laugh, we cry, we vent, we bicker, we share, we play, we love & we do it all TOGETHER! I like my quiet times, but I LOVE TOGETHER! Thank You Lord 4 my family! I love them all & I LOVE me some YOU! You have used Your Word & my family to validate me & to wrap your loving arms around me during this time where my mind wants my emotions to cave in & give up, but You have taught me that DEFEAT IS NOT AN OPTION! I WAS CUT OUT FOR THIS LIFE & ALL THAT IT MAY BRING! THANK YOU FOR REJECTION AS WELL AS ACCEPTANCE! THANK YOU FOR CLOSING DOORS AS WELL AS FOR OPENING WINDOWS & DOORS OF OPPORTUNITIES & ENOUGH BLESSINGS I WON’T EVEN HAVE ROOM TO RECEIVE! THANK YOU FOR RESTORING MY DREAMS & VISIONS AS WELL AS FOR PROVISIONS! THANK YOU FOR BUILDING MY CONFIDENCE, I BOAST IN YOU ABOUT YOUR GREATNESS! THANK YOU FOR ALL THE DIVINE CONNECTIONS AS WELL AS FOR ALL MY HATERS…KEEP HATING, YOU’RE ONLY SETTING ME UP FOR MORE BLESSINGS!!! THANK YOU LORD FOR TWO GREAT CHURCHES WHERE I GET A DOUBLE DIPPING DOSE OF YOU! MY FEELINGS ARE TEMPORAL & SUBJECT TO CHANGE SO I CAN NOT GO OFF OF WHAT I FEEL! I HAVE TO OPERATE IN WHAT I KNOW TO BE THE FACTS & THE FACT REMAINS TO BE THAT YOU LOVE ME UNCONDITIONALLY & YOUR PLANS FOR ME ARE GOOD & NOT EVIL! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LORD! ALL YOUR PROMISES ARE YES & AMEN! YOU’RE DA BOMBDIGITY!!! THANK YOU FOR BEING THE LIFTER OF MY HEAD! YOU HAVE MADE ME GLAD & TAUGHT ME HOW TO ENCOURAGE MYSELF IN YOU LORD! WOW! YOU NEVER CEASE TO AMAZE ME!!! I’M GOING TO WORSHIP YOU COLLECTIVELY WITH MY BROTHERS & SISTERS IN CHRIST NOW! THEN I AM GOING TO EAT SUNDAY DINNER WITH MY MOM, SIBLINGS, NIECES & NEPHEWS & MY CHILDREN AT HEADQUARTERS, LIKE WE USED TO DO AT BIGMA & PAW PAW’S HOUSE! THOSE WERE THE DAYS! IT’S ALREADY LOOKING BETTER LORD! THANK YOU THAT I ALREADY FEEL BETTER!!! I AM EXPECTING EVEN GREATER THINGS TODAY! I’M EXPECTING MIRACLES THAT ONLY YOU CAN PERFORM! SEE LORD, YOU MAKE ME SO PASSIONATE ABOUT THE CAUSE OF CHRIST!!! THANK YOU FOR BEING VERY MUCH ALIVE IN ME! I KNOW I COULD NEVER NOR WOULD I LIKE TO TRY TO MAKE IT WITHOUT YOU! YOU ARE MY ABSOLUTE EVERYTHING!!! THANK YOU!



SALVATION... Please Don't Leave Earth Without It!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

his side...Her Side...LOVE'S SIDE!

I want a divorce! NO! I DON'T AGREE, WHAT ABOUT OUR FAMILY?
I can't do this anymore! CAN'T DO WHAT? US? ARE YOU SURE? 
I want a divorce! YOU'RE NOT LEAVING ME WITH ALL THIS RESPONSIBILITY! 
This doesn't feel right! WHAT? RIGHT? HOW YOU FIGURE GIVING UP WITHOUT A FIGHT?
I want a divorce, this is too much! DID YOU PRAY FIRST? IN GOD, LET'S AGREE & TOUCH!
Who are you to question me? I'm so tired of this, I'm done! DO YOU THINK FOR ME, THIS IS FUN?
I wish I never...YOU WISH YOU NEVER WHAT?...Well, I remember when...FINE! THAT MAKES TWO OF US THEN...

It's over, I want a divorce, I'm done...I'm done...I want a divorce...it's over!

I want a divorce...Under the same roof, but there's a stranger among us, who is this person? 
I want a divorce...There are no normal discussions, only silence or loud cursin'! 
I want a divorce...This is not healthy for the kids, you, me or the unborn baby...things have got to get better before someone snaps & maybe...
I want a divorce...where have you been? This has to stop, its a sin!


It's over, I want a divorce, I'm done...I'm done...I want a divorce...it's over!

Prayers bombard Heaven, boldly to GOD'S Throne I went...praying, travailing, seeking wise counsel, hours before God I spent! 
I CAN NOT FAIL AS A WIFE, WHAT WILL PEOPLE SAY? I SHOULD HAVE WAITED LIKE GOD SAID & AVOIDED THIS TRAVESTY!
INSTEAD, I DISOBEYED & ALLOWED LUST TO MAKE ME RUSH! I THOUGHT I DID THE RIGHT THING, BUT...Well, I'd better hush!

It's over, I want a divorce, I'm done...I'm done...I want a divorce...it's over!

An exchange of words that cut like a sword, heated arguing that rings loud in the forefront of my mind LONG AFTER THE FIGHT IS OVER! 
It keeps rewinding to play again & again...I NEED THEE GREAT JEHOVAH!!! 
Dangling from his leg trying to hold on to family, how silly I must have looked!
Surely he'd be back, because I KNOW I had him hooked!
Things had been different for months! All over him was residue from "her"!
He was here, but miles away, no more family days at church!


It's over, I want a divorce, I'm done...I'm done...I want a divorce...it's over! 

WE'RE HOME! Church was great, you really missed a treat!
No response, no sign of him, closet & drawers...EMPTY!
On the bed I sat, dazed, with my children in my arms...
SAYING, "GOD WILL TAKE GREAT CARE OF US & PROTECT US FROM ALL HARM"! 

Phone rings...Hello? Girl, guess who I saw & he wasn't alone... 
AFTER A DAY OR TWO, GUESS WHO'S ON MY PHONE?...How you doing?   
IS THAT A TRICK QUESTION? COME HOME!
I'm not coming back...YEAH, I GATHERED THAT!
I met someone else & its serious, we're in love...YOU WOULDN'T KNOW LOVE IF HE FELL ON YOU FROM ABOVE!

It's over, I want a divorce, I'm done...I'm done...I want a divorce...it's over!


COMPLETE SILENCE! IN MY MIND, I HEAR THE DOOR SLAM! 
SEVERAL YEARS PASSED, BUT IT HIT ME LIKE A TON OF BRICKS..."BAM"!
My marriage, GONE...like the wind beneath my wings...my husband, GONE...like the air that I breathe...my partner, GONE...the years of my life up in smoke...my friend, GONE...BURNING FLAMES FLOOD MY SOUL! 
I was disobedient to God, He said WAIT! I was tired of sinning & believed it was better to marry than to burn with passion, but MY PRESENT BURNED AS I SUFFERED CONSEQUENCES OF MY PAST & ONLY ASHES WERE SEEN WHERE MY LIFE USED TO BE...ITS HISTORY!

It's over, I want a divorce, I'm done...I'm done...I want a divorce...it's over!
I ACCEPTED THE PART I PLAYED IN THIS & I FORGAVE...FOR MY HEALTH!
I DID NOT FAIL, MY MARRIAGE DID & I CAN'T BE IN ONE BY MYSELF!
IT TAKES TWO, I BELIEVE IN MARRIAGE VOWS, ITS A MINISTRY THAT BINDS,
THIS TIME I'LL BE PATIENT, BECAUSE GOD SAYS, "HE WHO FINDS"
A WIFE FINDS A GOOD THING & OBTAINS FAVOR FROM GOD,
I'M CONTENT BEING SINGLE, SAVED & CELIBATE, ALTHOUGH IT MAY SOUND ODD!

I KEPT THE DOOR OPEN FOR YEARS & IT TOOK YEARS FOR ME TO CLOSE...
I WENT FROM BEING HURT, BEYOND HEALED & NOW I'M BEING MADE WHOLE!  

Thank You Daddy God! I love You always, always & always! I look forward to our rendevous & intimacy where you look into me and see who You have completed me to be! You court me with sunshine kisses & pretty flowers...You date me & Your love rests gently on my heart just like Your morning dew drops! Whomever You allow to find me, let him find me working diligently in Your vineyard Lord & at that point, all the fingerprints from others will be cleansed from my crystal glass & I will be ready! Until then, if that be Your will for my life my Lord, please allow me to learn how to date You, how to be treated by seeing how You treat me, how to be loved by You, how to respect myself & command respect from all those who cross my path! You have made me a hopeful romantic my Lord, I can not get enough of You! Your love is deep, hide me in Your love my Lord! Prepare thou me oh Lord, to be Your wife, be my husband! When I can be faithful to You, my Lord, then I shall be able to be faithful to the one You are preparing me for! In order to get to me, He will have to be so deep into Your love, my Lord, because that is where You have hidden me! I hear You assure me, my Lord, that IT'S NOT OVER...YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE ME NOR FORSAKE ME...YOU'RE NOT DONE WITH ME...YOU'RE NOT DONE WITH ME...YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE NOR FORSAKE ME...IT'S NOT OVER!!!

GLORY TO YOU IN THE HIGHEST, MY LORD! BE GLORIFIED IN EVERY AREA OF MY LIFE, MY LORD! IN JESUS' NAME I PRAY, THANK YOU DADDY GOD, AMEN!
~HALLELUJAH~ 

Lashonda Hurt, Healed, Whole!






SALVATION... Please Don't Leave Earth Without It!