tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86967175393984668802011-12-02T08:02:05.894-06:00Hello Readers, the purpose of this blog is to allow God to be Glorified in & through my life! I am willing to be transparent so that others may see Christ! Thank you for your time, grab some tea & stay a while. Enjoy!SonShine SHONarazzihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05133339847008090423noreply@blogger.comBlogger161100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8696717539398466880.post-85352713061225238992011-12-02T08:02:00.000-06:002011-12-02T08:02:05.912-06:00

I AM WORTH THE WAIT & SO ARE YOU! What about Starting over? SAVED, SINGLE & CELIBATE AFTER DIVORCE! ABSTINENCE IS NOT JUST FOR TEENS YA KNOW!  Take me for instance: I had a license to drive (marriage certificate), but then my license got revoked (husband left then divorced me). My car still wants to 'drive'! But, I can't lawfully drive without license, registration & insurance! If not, I may

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What have I done? Look at the mess I've made. I almost just forfeited the game! I can not possibly lose now. I've come too far! Denial is dangerous! If I admit what I feel to the whole wide world, without admitting it to myself first, it's still denial! How many times do I need to pray & get confirmation after confirmation? What else needs to happen to make me see? It's just a little bit of fear

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(Hi everyone! I'm putting myself on blast, because I am led to testify as well as expose the enemy! I have seen it in my life many times, when I am transparent, I get more & more FREE! The enemy can not hold it over my head anymore! Let me tell you about some of it! I've had a lot happen since my last post! I am doing a self examination & you wouldn't believe the stuff I've found out! I have NOT

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I'm done making a mess of men, tired of getting to know new ones all over again. Every time I befriend a guy, I wind up asking myself "why?" I know I'm not perfect to say the least, but can't men & women start with friends only? Either he falls head over heels like books jumpin' off a shelf OR he can't keep his hands to himself. I finally learned what ever state I'm in, there with to be

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Lord, You have taught me right from wrong, but my temptations sometimes are oh so strong! I don't want to sin against Thee, please don't take Your Holy Spirit from me! When I rise & when I sleep, it is You on my mind as I smile & as I weep! I love You with my whole heart, You've been there right from the start! I apologize for my sins, please forgive me again & again! You convict & not condemn,

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Now that I think about it I can't be mad at you, because I'm the one who taught you how to do me the way you do! I look back on those days when I slacked off & dropped my guard, I taught you how to do the same which for you wasn't very hard! It was me who taught you how to keep messing over me in this jungle safari, since I always let you back in time & time again after your millionth "I'm

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I want a divorce! NO! I DON'T AGREE, WHAT ABOUT OUR FAMILY? I can't do this anymore! CAN'T DO WHAT? US? ARE YOU SURE?  I want a divorce! YOU'RE NOT LEAVING ME WITH ALL THIS RESPONSIBILITY!  This doesn't feel right! WHAT? RIGHT? HOW YOU FIGURE GIVING UP WITHOUT A FIGHT? I want a divorce, this is too much! DID YOU PRAY FIRST? IN GOD, LET'S AGREE & TOUCH! Who are you to question me? I'm so tired of

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Since when did it become so hard to say "I apologize"? What do you say we try for a "please forgive me"? Not always easy for me! I would tell myself, "self, don't let pride get in your way...pride goes before destruction"! Self didn't always listen though! I'm reminded of what it felt like to have Godly sorrow for something I had done...its not the self punishment where I'd condemn myself to

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Ouch! That Hurts!Have you ever found yourself doing things that cause you pain, be it physical, emotional, mental, spiritual or financial? If you answered yes then join the club! You're in the right place! You're officially HUMAN!For some, you may throw yourself into things without thinking it through first! For others, you may totally over think everything and you wind up with nothing in the

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Baby Steps...Posted on October 25, 2010 at 10:01 AM Comments comments (0)I'm still on my journey, taking one step at a time! I must tell you that some days the steps are so small that it seems I am barely even moving at all! How does one go from leaps & bounds to paralyzation? For me, when I feel I can barely move, that's when I know there is too much chatter in my mind! The seeds of fear

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Hello good people, its been a while! But, I'm back!RE POST: We may not speak anymore but you still mean the world to me. I read this post on Facebook & a lot of the comments people left & I see there are quite a few people who wish things were different! They long for a chance to be back in that person's good graces who they no longer talk to. I have been there myself! It has me thinking, got

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Its been a while since my last entry, but that does not mean that I have not been making messes! I HAVE! I just have been so bogged down with all the cares of life that I have not taken time to write about anything! Well, I have recently joined the world of Facebook & I make a small entry on there a few times a week, but its different than journaling on here! This is like therapy for me! In the

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Hello, Its been a while since my last entry. I don't even know which of my messes to begin with! Ahhh, I'll go with the one I am most embarrassed about! Listening to a wolf in sheep clothing! A guy I know from a mutual place was telling me some pretty nice things & made declarations about how he would treat me if I'd give him a chance. Everytime he saw me, he poured it on! I told him that I am

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Have you ever had days when you'd just lose it? I mean, you allow someone or something to really take you there? I had one yesterday! My kids & I were at the park enjoying a back to school party when a cluster of parents were saying something negative about the way I chose to do something! Normally I would just laugh it off, but for some reason, this time I totally over reacted! I did not use

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Hello, did you realize that yesterday's date was 09/09/09? That's really amazing to me! It'll never be 09/09/09 at 09:09a.m. or 09:09p.m. ever again! Talk about things that make you go hmmm! LOLI made a mess yesterday! I allowed myself to get so frustrated & I reacted instead of responded. No one else heard it or saw it, but I knew & believe you me God knew! Needless to say, I thought of how I

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